on a side note =/

sometimes when people just 'get' to you, you cant help but go all agro at them.

to me, people who don't contribute enough work into something just agitates me so much!

this situation ALWAYS occurs at work. during peak hour, some idiots just walk around and BLUDGE while i have to back them up and take their customers orders too!,

its hard enough to a 7 hour shift as one person, but also being another 3 people?! thats 7x4 amount of work to do! i basically do 28 hours of work in a day. yes i know... 24 hours in a day.. yes.. shut up.

lol

on a side note, its different with friends.

when i mean 'friends' its those ones who you cant get angry at. and even if you do get angry. it doesn't show =/

usually when 'friends' piss me off, i usually don't show it. i don't know why. it just is.

when 'friends' start telling me off, i cant help it but reply in an orderly manner. but they just keep throwing knives and forks at me so i have to do something!

and by something. i mean nothing. literally. i just stop talking. soon enough they'll figure it out that they've pissed me off.

and yes! i have to emphasise on friends by using quotation marks or w/e.

because there are some 'friends' who i look out for, advise them, care for them. but they don't listen to me.

i used to look out for friends before myself... but now lately, ive been selfish. but i think i deserve it.

i think. i should be taken note of.

acknowledged my existence.

im no robot. i have feelings too.

i am human

i am me.

i care for you guys, you have to see that.

its things like illegal activities that you want to do but i advise not to.

if you get caught, id hate to be the one to say 'i told you so'

with all that mumble jumble said. i'm feeling angry.