on a side note =/

sometimes when people just 'get' to you, you cant help but go all agro at them.

to me, people who don't contribute enough work into something just agitates me so much!

this situation ALWAYS occurs at work. during peak hour, some idiots just walk around and BLUDGE while i have to back them up and take their customers orders too!,

its hard enough to a 7 hour shift as one person, but also being another 3 people?! thats 7x4 amount of work to do! i basically do 28 hours of work in a day. yes i know... 24 hours in a day.. yes.. shut up.

lol

on a side note, its different with friends.

when i mean 'friends' its those ones who you cant get angry at. and even if you do get angry. it doesn't show =/

usually when 'friends' piss me off, i usually don't show it. i don't know why. it just is.

when 'friends' start telling me off, i cant help it but reply in an orderly manner. but they just keep throwing knives and forks at me so i have to do something!

and by something. i mean nothing. literally. i just stop talking. soon enough they'll figure it out that they've pissed me off.

and yes! i have to emphasise on friends by using quotation marks or w/e.

because there are some 'friends' who i look out for, advise them, care for them. but they don't listen to me.

i used to look out for friends before myself... but now lately, ive been selfish. but i think i deserve it.

i think. i should be taken note of.

acknowledged my existence.

im no robot. i have feelings too.

i am human

i am me.

i care for you guys, you have to see that.

its things like illegal activities that you want to do but i advise not to.

if you get caught, id hate to be the one to say 'i told you so'

with all that mumble jumble said. i'm feeling angry.

>3<

311OO9

munched on: club sandwich teehee
gulped down: mango smoothie xP

moodswing: tired -yawn-

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Happy Halloween gais! lol

ive never in my life gone trick or treating and im never going to. LOL

reason? simple. i don't like chocolate that much.. its fine in small portions but anything like an overdose is just... nyeh.. lols

i finished my HSC on Thursday 29/10/09 ! lol im officially out of school. a repetitive question that everyone keeps asking me.. ==;; "so hows life without school?"

me: feels like every other day. lols

no seriously.. feels like ive never gone to school in my life. hahahah xP weird. lols

I went to Bondi Beach yesterday 30/10/09.. tried to look for where the sculptures by the sea was.. note. its not at the beach. LOLOL we figured where it was eventually.. but we majority of us couldn't be fucked to walk so far to it LOL... heres a photo which made me LOL. xD

watooooshhhh! haha! eat my backhand of discipline!

i had work today.. yes.. tiring indeed. so i think im gonna go take a nap nao =P lols

stay in schoo kids! xD

peaceOut*~ `steffie__@6.43PM31OCT09

^____^V

2O1OO9

munched on: sushi train! xD
gulped down: OJ

moodswing: -nervous- >___<;;

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hsc starts tomorrow!

21st October 2009 - English paper1

23st October 2009 - English paper2

26st October 2009 - Ancient History -not studied enough at all!-

27st October 2009 - Mathematics 2U

28st October 2009 - Hospitality -have not studied at all!-

29st October 2009 - Biology -have not studied at all!-

ive so failed.

need to work on my belonging thesis

GAMEOVER.

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andrew shouted me sushi train! nomnomnom yay! ^___^

and now im hungry again. haha

ive worked out my plan for the HSC =) its a GODLIKE strategy!

i will:

TAKEDOWN English paper1

SUBMISSION English paper2

HYPERBEAM Ancient History

SOLARBEAM Mathematics 2U

IRONTAIL Hospitality

THUNDERBOLT Biology!

RAWRRR -GAMEOVER- HSC! muahahha

peaceOut*~ `steffie__@7.34PM20OCT09

xD

191OO9

munched on: but-jai-gou nomnom xD
gulped down: coke

moodswing: -motivated!- >=3

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teehee i went yumcha todayyy xDD hahaha

nomnomnom

and i also saw this yellow lamborghini today speeding and shooting out fire from its exhaust pipes! looool what a car <3

- VROOOOOOMMMM - haha

im hungry for dinner already lol and i feel bad because i think i havnt studied enough for the coming HSC exams in 3 days! not good at all! >___<;;

reformatted my computer so i guess theres no games for me to play lol.. i guess thats a good thing... kinda... try refocus myself back onto studies. but JOHNN and some others....tempting me to play LOL

yes i know.. in the end its wheather i want to play or not lol

i feel like playing bball and watching FINAL DESTINATION 4! CHYEAHH lol but i dont want to play/watch by myself == lol what a pain! lol

peaceOut*~ `steffie__@5.44PM18OCT09

>=D

151OO9

munched on: grainwaves -drools-
gulped down: cranberry/applejuice

moodswing: -sleepy- >=(

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bahaahahhaha i went tutor today luuulz, 2nd last lesson everrrr hahahah

thats something to be happy about lols getting clear on a question that was wrong in a friggen published book published by the maths association!
EAT THAT! chyeahhboii hahahah

i was on the train today hahah, some chick got assulted yesterday and the same guy who assulter her came back for her today! LULZ at first i was friggen pissed cuz the train wasnt moving for friggen 20 mins ffs then i realised the situation, and all i can think of is...what shud i eat for brunch? lol

i got to carmens house and she made me scrambled eggs nomnomnom .. but she had no butter for me to put on my bread! haha that rhymed ! lulz

anyways im sleepy, but i still want to read this manga LOL ... such procrastination shouldn't exist! screw you www.onemanga.com! lols

so im gonna continue this hahaha xDD

peaceOut~ /steffie@11.38PM151OO9

=3 nomnomnom!

111OO9

munched on: yumcha!
gulped down: chinese tea!

moodswing: -raged- >=Z

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disgusting as it may seem, i find dead pigeons and kam

akazie ravens/crows which start f*cking each other in public, hilarious.

pretty sick minded haha!

i went yumcha today! chyeahhboi lol some ha gao siw mai ! lol

and this is what i came across after brunch. haha

pretty fkn epic LOL, flat pigeon with its head squashed OPEN! haha

and whilst im moving my phone pictures to my computer, i may as well show you how pro i am at minesweeper! haha!

im so pro. =D 2seconds! xD haha

Guess whos having Hotpot tonight! hahahahaha!! CHYEAHHBOI ME! HAHAH MUAHAHAH

its sex. =D

peaceOut~ /steffie@4.34PM111OO9

:3

=E

1O1OO9

eating: air
drinking: water x)

feeling: LULZ HAHA

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i had work today, some old womans car smelt like vomit/alkie/mangomixxedwithrottoneggsandcowspoop! hahahah

it was alright at work today.. only 4 hours.. but its ok.. i got my 8hour shift back nxt week YES! easy shift, more pay! lol

im gonna die laughing soon lol

im playing truth or dare atm with myself, johnn and carmen

haha its lolz, if you people are wondering why im 'pregnant' dont ask. LOL

some dares and truths regrettable.. and ones in which you wish that it was true LOL

and.

i steffie, will strive to find out johnn kim's crushlist of past and current! haha

sorry, lol short blog today haha i need to concentrate on the game abit more hahah

peaceOut~ /steffie@12.12AM1O1OO9

=)

O91OO9

eating: chips
drinking: lemonV =D

feeling: content

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yes thats right, you hear it! i got some music happening here! chyeahhboi!!

not the song i actually wanted but i couldn't find the URL link for the song i wanted to put on =/ what a let down =(

i went to tutor yesterday, it was epic fail, my tutor showed me an equation and asked me, what sort of graph will this be?

i spent 2 mins going what.. the.. fuck. ( eqn was y=(x^2-4) )

i know. epic fail! which worries me. a week and a half left to go till HSC kicks in. i'm doomed for math. If i'm doomed for math, it worries me that its going to be apocalyptic for Ancient history =(

I'm scared!

Today i had an even worse day! i decided to leg it to the shops (5-10min downhill walk) while the rain had stopped temporarily... went to buy my congee and V.

unfortunately the weather changed and it started to rain heavily again and their eftpos machine failed on them so i had to run and find an ATM... IN THE RAIN WITH NO UMBRELLA!! D=

after that i ran uphill for 10mins to get home and dodge the rain.. i got home and realized i left me keys inside! OHEMGEE FFS -rage-

so i legged it back downhill to find my brother and get his keys and leg it back up!

5min downhill 10 mins uphill.. double that trip and you do the math!(whilst raining may i add!)

soaking wet! =(

what a day! and all chris did when i told him was laugh at me zomgzors@him

and guess what.. once i get home... IT STOPS RAINING FFS POKGAI lol

Oh wells... i got my V i'm all good now haha

eating my food now =) nomnomnom xD

peaceOut~ /steffie@5.33PMO91OO9

x)

O61OO9

having my top braces put on was fine.. no pain, i liked it.

But guess what!

i got the bottom braces done this morning! lol.. and it sure kills as hell!

so basically, today i had to go back to school.. oh that place.. how i long to avoid it. haha.

but yes, 2u math revision day, the teacher actually buys pizza for us. yes. and oh god, he bought like 6 boxes of pizza, and my teeth would not resist the pain!

me and sarahs epic math revision. she taught me a new word today! Chime! hahahah

and apologies to Sarah's' mum, for saying 'come back to bed Sarah' while she was on the phone with her mum =) haha

Urban dictionary says Chime means: To invite yourself into a conversation. to chime in, to come in with being invited etc. May be told to chime out, if you chimed in

josh: hi rick
rick; hey slong
josh: what u do on the weekend
*chris runs up and stands inbetween them both and says*
chris: i went on the boat
rick: chime out chris

my teeth still hurt!, whatever panadol Elyse gave me, sure failed!

oh the agony im in! haha

anyways, i came home and i receive an email from harborside, Darling harbour.

YES! they've received my complaint letter!

(for those who don't know, i was innocently accused of shoplifting at Cotton On there. Their store manager banned me from her stores.)

i've failed to study again today, this isn't good =( so i'm gonna go blog off to redeem myself! xD

Random wish of the day!

i wish i had motivation >__<

peaceOut~ /steffie@7.16PMO61OO9

;)

O11OO9 - GRADUATION

haha! last post was Aug 4th 2OO7! its been a while hasn't it? lol

well... i welcome myself back to

`steffie__`zz wOrld~!

I've finally graduated from high school.

6 years of forming friendships which till last forever and surprisingly my brothers and cousins came to my graduation. It makes me feel happy that they're there! =)

i really like this photo =) its the first photo i've had with my two brothers in a long time haha!

anyways...

O41OO9 - study commences... or so i think.

i'm not going to lie, it seems like i've wasted a few days of studying.

will someone motivate me? i hope im not alone in this.

i've contacted an old friend today. Dean from Marsden high! its been like 6 years since i've seen him.. ever since i left Marsden! although i enjoyed being at Riverside, i cant forget the fact that ive had fun times in a rebellious school like Marsden lol... i wonder how things would be if i remained there? lol, thats something to think about isn't it? haha

random wish of the day:

someone to make me laugh =)

peaceOut~ /steffie@9.56PMO41OO9