Being vulnerable doesn't have to be threatening. Just have the courage to be sincere, open and honest. This opens the door to deeper communication all around. It creates self-empowerment and the kind of connections with others we all want in life. Speaking from the heart frees us from the secrets that burden us. These secrets are what make us sick or fearful. Speaking truth helps you get clarity on your real heart directives.
-- Sara Paddison

quick blog before i go head to the showers since im waiting for my brother to get out XD

GOING BIRKENHEAD TODAY YAYY

well.. not really.

not when theres a specific reason to go that far =/

i just want to go shopping freely. not for some smart business attire. boo.

i hope it'll be cheap. like ... $2 cheap. xD

i have a BIG surprise for everyone soon.

and i mean... EVERYONE :D

We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result of getting something we don't have, but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have.
-- Fredrick Koeing

after work yesterday, i was feeling abit unwell.

decided to sleep at 7pm, woke up 3am, slept again.. woke up 6am.. slept again.. woke up 11am when peter calls me and says we're meeting up at 12.

HOLY SHIT IM GONNA BE LATE.

to be honest, i forgot that today i had to go out. haha

thanks pjai for the heads up about the details LOL

katie got mad cause i didnt text her back in the morning while i was rushing to get ready. ( in which i almost forgot to brush my teeth D:) haha

basically met up with philip, tim, pjai and katie to walk... WALK.. all the way to MSY in ultimo and buy a whole bunch of computer parts to build tims new computer.

and i remember this quite clearly!

tim: so how long does it take to build the computer?
philip: about an hour.

-5hourslater-

-incomplete- HOLY SHIT its 7 already?! GOTTA GO

unlucky thats its incomplete, but it'll be complete by tomorrow. seeing as pjai and philip are working on it again tomorrow :)

katies got her volunteer uni work at uni tomorrow..

and as i am going to expect,

that indian man is gonna hit on katie again, and katie wont do shit about it because hes her boss.

JUST QUIT ALREADY. ITS AN UNPAID JOB. LOL

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on another note,

spontaneously asked kass to come birkenhead point tomorrow and shop with me!

thank god i wont be alone! XD

now i just have to call a bunch of people out to shop! ;D yay!

"There are 4 things you cannot recover: the stone after the throw; the word after it’s said; the occasion after it’s missed; and the time after it’s gone. So don’t delay your decisions, because once the chance has passed, you may not recieve another go."
— Unknown.

(taken from bev's blog ;D)

life isn't as simple as it looks. well, in my mind it's not.

when you think you've got everything sorted out, life just decides to slap you across the face.

i spent too long at work today thinking about how screwed over everything is going to turn out.

best thing to do right now is to stop thinking about it, and worry about it when the time comes.

for now, i should focus on whats important, and whats not.

so like, kt and i were suppose to create our own little book type journal online, but that hasnt really started yet due to my busy schedule =/

its gonna have photos, illustrations, small talk etc :)

but im so damn busy =/

tomorrow (tuesday) - working
wednesday - computer part shopping for tim
thursday - birkenhead point, shopping for smart business attire D: then going over to sarah's place since shes only back from switzerland for a few weeks :(

friday - i think im free, not sure, probably not. lol

saturday - ROSTERED DaY OFF!! WOO!!

sunday - someone asked me to go somewhere on sunday, i forgot haha

anyways,

i miss 6ix Inc.

havn't done anything with them all holidays, despite our 25inch Johnny's Pizza adventure =/

i hope we go soon!!

munched on : CRAB

gulped down: soup

moodswing: mood to shop!!

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HI GUYS!!!

CONVERSE WISHLIST!!!!!!!

kids cons remind me of my rabens that jess/young customised for my birthday :)

<3>

black ilove......... converse <3

smexy

i plan to buy this for my best friends 18th birthday :)

happy birthday kt shang :D

2 pure white converse

one for customising (preferably jess to customise them again <3)

one for casual wear :D

one white converse with red/blue stripes

casual wear

looks sexy <3>

i been going out alot lately :P

working hard at work :(

earning a decent pay :D

but so much to buy ><

so much to buy, so little money!! SMTB-SLM

so much to do, so little time!! SMTD-SLT

and as promised to spade~

<3

peaceOUT!

munched on : LOBSTERRRR

gulped down: orange juice

moodswing: sick.. cuz im fullysick

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UPDATE

!!

its my cousins birthday todayyy!! :DD

happy 20th birthday cuz!

also lams graduation dinner tonight ;D

LOBSTERRRR NOMNOMNOMNOMNOM

it was soooo good :D

ive been able to sleep better lately :D

i dont know why really

just tiring myself out kinda works :D haha

mmm sleep...

mmm hot guy in bed ;)

LOL

how awesome is his treble clef tattoo D;

smexyyy <3>

speaking of smexy.

how did this cute little kid

turn into this hot thangggg? :D

LOL

WHAMBAMMM

rippeeddddd!!

lol

munched on : chinese

gulped down: chinese soup

moodswing: tired...

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UPDATE

night 6

i think i wont be able to sleep again tonight :(

i think... hopefully not.. haha

probably because

THIS GUY IS IN MY BED ;)

;)

HAHAHAHHA ;D

lee hom.. bchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh -sizzle- ;) hahaha

if i have a photo of lee hom (kt's msn display picture)

how can i not have my display picture on my blog too?

:)

whabam.

LEE HYORI! <3

LEE HOM! <3

COINCIDENCE?

I THINK NOT. ;D HAHAHAH

munched on : ...

gulped down: easyway herbal jelly milk tea

moodswing: sleepy.. but cant sleep =/

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UPDATE

Night 5.

i still cant sleep.

i cant eat because i don't have the appetite

i cant eat because im tired

im tired but i cant sleep

i may aswell be an insomniac

which reminds me of the new movie coming out soon

"Nightmare on Elm St"

endupdate.

tap ;)