"Thinking on the brighter side of a bad situation means you'll be smiling in the end, but no one will ever see the pain you're suffering inside." - Stephanie Wong

new day, new blog.

Happy Hug a WONG week :)

seems like I'm in need of a hug anyways.

Not feeling so great today.. like yesterday,

Lazy Saturday is now Lazy Sunday.

I don't think ill be going out again today seeing as i don't think ive got plans for today.

I was going to wake up early yesterday and ask mum to take me to yumcha.. but i overslept.. again =/

I'll probably try again today. No high hopes though. I'll probably end up sleeping in again =/

Being lazy Sunday and all =/

Song being listened to right now: Apologize - One Republic

Most random thing came to mind today.

I want to bake a cake.

But it seems so boring if its not for anyone, or any occasion.

So why would i want to bake a cake from scratch for no reason at all?

I'm going to promise myself that I'll bake a cake for someone and for a special occasion when i have the disposable income on me.

for now, after that shopping spree on thursday.

I don't think it'll be anytime soon.

Blog again later today.

"Be courteous to all, but intimate with few, and let those few be well tried before you give them your confidence."
George Washington

Lazy Saturday :(

The only Saturday in which i rostered off for work, everyone is busy with their own thing.

Resulting in a lazy Saturday =/

3pm wake up.

4pm facebook.

5pm tv.

...

...

...

10pm tv.

so bored.

I really want to start on this online journal book that kt and I have decided on.

Unfortunately shes gone to pjais house again.

There is no I in team.

I guess this online journal project will be postponed...again...

"Anything that is too stupid to be spoken is sung." - Voltaire

Thursday.

pretty tight scheduled day ;P

in the morning after kass bailed to go birkenhead point with me, i headed out to city on my way to birkenhead point ... on my own. D:

funny enough, as soon as i hop off the metro 10 bus, i bump into becky who was in the city on her own at that time aswell! haha

so we walked around mooks/superdry/QVB looking for a nice blazer for me to buy while she waits for her boyfriend to pick her up.

i was merely waiting with her before i go birkenhead ;) haha

birkenhead point shopping was fun. could've been better if kass didnt bail on me ;) haha

but yeh, would've been better to shop with someone :(

at least they would be able to make me stop purchasing lol

reason i was shopping at birkenhead was because i needed to buy smart business attire, and i was surely hoping it would be cheaper there.

reasonable prices, but i feel sorry for my bank account. lol

spent $300+

boo.

so poor. haha

thanks to aimee ng, who told me to check out Forcast store at birkenhead, i found a really nice blazer :D

sexy blazer lolz

too bad the foodcourt was in renovation at birkenhead. so like.. only one foodstall was open.. and it was packedddd

so i spent quite a while calling people out to go top ryde city.

1) ive never been there before, and i wanted to shop more

2) i was starving.

3) wanted to visit jess at work ;D haha

met up with yehbone angela and kass, went shopping again.. bought some boots, and bumped into kate! ngawww i miss kate :(

i feel special ;) out of all four names, she called out mine ;) HAHA

IN YO FACE YEHBONE! LOL

by about 4pm, everyone was leaving, i met up with jess and we walked to top ryde oval, to watch the rest of 6ix inc. at their soccer training.

to be honest.

not much of a training session. haha

just york trying to score a goal against richie.

even the little girls on the other side of the oval were playing better, training better. lol

i got stared at by one of the little girls.

fucken... what the fuck is her problem?

i wanted to slap the fuck outta her lolz

sarah called me by about 5pm.. asking me where the fuck i am lolz

oh well thats a nice greeting for someone who i havnt talked to for YEARS?

" OI BITCH WHERE ARE YOU "

lolz

so like .. young drove me to west ryde, where i had to wait abit for sarah, because she wouldnt pick up her phone when i got to west ryde lolz.

waiting infront of woolies.

amychan bumps into me.

what.

the.

fuck.

LOL

apparently she was grocery shopping lolz.

something i had to do later that night with sarah LOL

anyways, it was about time sarah called back! after what.. 11 missed calls?! lolz

and heres what she said "ill pick you up from the korean church infront of woolies"

i only know of one church infront of woolies. and it was chinese.

so im standing infront... no one to be found... so i think im at the wrong church...

i end up running the whole block... until im back at the chinese church where i find them.

" WHAT THE FUCK?! THIS ISNT A KOREAN CHURCH YOU RETARD "

" yes it is! "

" WHAT THE FUCK? NO ITS NOT. IT SAYS CHINESE AUSTRALIAN BAPTISM CHURCH "

" oh... shit. "

LOL

dropped leonie off at top ryde city, apparently she works at KFC at top ryde... where jono(friend) and tiana(my year 7 peer support student) worked. lolz

so random

wow.. kfc is such an awesome job ;)

lolz

went to civic videos to rent some movies...

didnt rent enough movies... only lasted us till 430am. boo. lolz

Planet 51

The Time Travellers Wife

Alvin and the Chipmunks, the squeakuel

Twilight

and

The Hangover.

lolz

would've watched more downloaded movies on laptop.. but i kind of fell asleep half way through the hangover, and woke up at the end. LOL

speaking of last night, it reminds me of all the leftover food we bought and didnt eat. LOL

lamb chops,

icecream

shepard pies

sammiches

3 bags of chips.

LOL

makes me kind of hungry for lamb chop. LOL

got home at 1pm today...had an hour nap and woke up...

im still kind of sleepy boo.

goodnight :P

Being vulnerable doesn't have to be threatening. Just have the courage to be sincere, open and honest. This opens the door to deeper communication all around. It creates self-empowerment and the kind of connections with others we all want in life. Speaking from the heart frees us from the secrets that burden us. These secrets are what make us sick or fearful. Speaking truth helps you get clarity on your real heart directives.
-- Sara Paddison

quick blog before i go head to the showers since im waiting for my brother to get out XD

GOING BIRKENHEAD TODAY YAYY

well.. not really.

not when theres a specific reason to go that far =/

i just want to go shopping freely. not for some smart business attire. boo.

i hope it'll be cheap. like ... $2 cheap. xD

i have a BIG surprise for everyone soon.

and i mean... EVERYONE :D

We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result of getting something we don't have, but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have.
-- Fredrick Koeing

after work yesterday, i was feeling abit unwell.

decided to sleep at 7pm, woke up 3am, slept again.. woke up 6am.. slept again.. woke up 11am when peter calls me and says we're meeting up at 12.

HOLY SHIT IM GONNA BE LATE.

to be honest, i forgot that today i had to go out. haha

thanks pjai for the heads up about the details LOL

katie got mad cause i didnt text her back in the morning while i was rushing to get ready. ( in which i almost forgot to brush my teeth D:) haha

basically met up with philip, tim, pjai and katie to walk... WALK.. all the way to MSY in ultimo and buy a whole bunch of computer parts to build tims new computer.

and i remember this quite clearly!

tim: so how long does it take to build the computer?
philip: about an hour.

-5hourslater-

-incomplete- HOLY SHIT its 7 already?! GOTTA GO

unlucky thats its incomplete, but it'll be complete by tomorrow. seeing as pjai and philip are working on it again tomorrow :)

katies got her volunteer uni work at uni tomorrow..

and as i am going to expect,

that indian man is gonna hit on katie again, and katie wont do shit about it because hes her boss.

JUST QUIT ALREADY. ITS AN UNPAID JOB. LOL

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on another note,

spontaneously asked kass to come birkenhead point tomorrow and shop with me!

thank god i wont be alone! XD

now i just have to call a bunch of people out to shop! ;D yay!

"There are 4 things you cannot recover: the stone after the throw; the word after it’s said; the occasion after it’s missed; and the time after it’s gone. So don’t delay your decisions, because once the chance has passed, you may not recieve another go."
— Unknown.

(taken from bev's blog ;D)

life isn't as simple as it looks. well, in my mind it's not.

when you think you've got everything sorted out, life just decides to slap you across the face.

i spent too long at work today thinking about how screwed over everything is going to turn out.

best thing to do right now is to stop thinking about it, and worry about it when the time comes.

for now, i should focus on whats important, and whats not.

so like, kt and i were suppose to create our own little book type journal online, but that hasnt really started yet due to my busy schedule =/

its gonna have photos, illustrations, small talk etc :)

but im so damn busy =/

tomorrow (tuesday) - working
wednesday - computer part shopping for tim
thursday - birkenhead point, shopping for smart business attire D: then going over to sarah's place since shes only back from switzerland for a few weeks :(

friday - i think im free, not sure, probably not. lol

saturday - ROSTERED DaY OFF!! WOO!!

sunday - someone asked me to go somewhere on sunday, i forgot haha

anyways,

i miss 6ix Inc.

havn't done anything with them all holidays, despite our 25inch Johnny's Pizza adventure =/

i hope we go soon!!

munched on : CRAB

gulped down: soup

moodswing: mood to shop!!

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HI GUYS!!!

CONVERSE WISHLIST!!!!!!!

kids cons remind me of my rabens that jess/young customised for my birthday :)

<3>

black ilove......... converse <3

smexy

i plan to buy this for my best friends 18th birthday :)

happy birthday kt shang :D

2 pure white converse

one for customising (preferably jess to customise them again <3)

one for casual wear :D

one white converse with red/blue stripes

casual wear

looks sexy <3>

i been going out alot lately :P

working hard at work :(

earning a decent pay :D

but so much to buy ><

so much to buy, so little money!! SMTB-SLM

so much to do, so little time!! SMTD-SLT

and as promised to spade~

<3

peaceOUT!