staring at this posting page so blank mindedly,

i just dont know what to say about this anymore.

behind his calm appearance, im actually very heated.

i really just want to blow up, but im scared ill just end up in tears.

why is it that i am treated the way i am?

you only come to me when you in need of help.

and when i approach, im given the cold shoulder.

err ok?

are we drifting apart?

i dont know, i dont want to think about it either, im scared to face the truth.

and if you're thinking, 'then dont think about it you stupid girl' then you've done some good research captain obvious,

i know that.

but its difficult to do so.

i dont want the distance between us to stretch,

i want to be close to you like shoes and laces, teeth and braces, andsentenceswithoutspaces.

=/

in a friendly type of way.

sighing off,

s.