Mid-Autumn Festival

Heres the story,

It's said that in the old old days, the earth once had ten suns circling over it. Each day the suns' mother took one sun to illuminate the earth. But one day all ten suns appeared together, scorching the earth with their heat. The Emperor of Heaven ordered a strong archer Hou Yi to save the earth. He succeeded in shooting down nine of the suns. One day, Hou Yi stole the elixir of life from a goddess. However his beautiful wife Chang Er drank the elixir of life in order to save the people from her husband's tyrannical rule. After drinking it, she found herself floating and flew to the moon. Hou Yi loved his divinely beautiful wife so much, he didn't shoot down the moon.

Another version of the story is that Hou Yi built a beautiful jade palace for the Goddess of the Western Heaven. The Goddess was very happy and she gave Hou Yi a special pill that contained elixir of life and he could use it after he had accomplished certain things. However, Chang Er took it without telling her husband. The Goddess of the Western Heaven was very angry and Chang Er was sent to the moon forever.

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That being said, my family, friends and I, celebrated this festival last night, with a hearty feast and candle flames at the beach on a freezing cold night :)

I remember this legend to have a rabbit incorporated in it :/
something about the lady's pet rabbit followed her to the moon or something lol

Its actually pretty late at the moment, and im suppose to go for a jog in the morning :P
so i guess this is it for 12th September. haha
Watching Final Destination 5 tonight! :D

<3 s.

/end rant

It's been a while.
I've been lazy. It's really an annoying bad habit.

So ill try stop that hehe...

I've realised throughout this blog, there has been a lot of ranting and anger venting, so i'll try be a tad positive about everything haha.
Although the venting and online anger would make up for me always showing my happy side in reality.
Maybe its not such a bad thing at all?

So what have I been up to since last year?
1) moved into a new suburb~ I'm enjoying living here, made a few friends who are really cool ;)
2) quit my death-trap job at KFC~ instantaneously became a million times happier. woo!
3) got a new job~ so far still loving my job. haha everyone in this suburb is really nice and it makes me happy at work ^____^

4) finally came around to purchasing a puzzle~ although its not 5000pc, its 4000pc. im getting around to doing that. :P

5) booked tickets to see Taylor Swift live at her concert next year! ~ im so excited! teehee -squeals- she's so insanely pretty! no les. haha

6) i've also boosted my alcohol tolerance by 10 fold since last year :)~ also, drunk free, hangover free reputation still holds. :)

Don't hate on me if I end up ranting or venting my anger on this blog. I probably just need to get it out of my system without annoying other people about my problems :)

Craving Dippin' Dots at the moment.
A true 90's kid would know what they are. they used to have them around the city areas and where I used to live. but now they only sell it in Newcastle... so I've heard. :(
oh wells.. ROADTRIP TO NEWCASTLE! :)

s.

p.s. www.juststeffie.tumblr.com :) just a few random photos and pictures when I'm bothered. :)

/endblog

staring at this posting page so blank mindedly,

i just dont know what to say about this anymore.

behind his calm appearance, im actually very heated.

i really just want to blow up, but im scared ill just end up in tears.

why is it that i am treated the way i am?

you only come to me when you in need of help.

and when i approach, im given the cold shoulder.

err ok?

are we drifting apart?

i dont know, i dont want to think about it either, im scared to face the truth.

and if you're thinking, 'then dont think about it you stupid girl' then you've done some good research captain obvious,

i know that.

but its difficult to do so.

i dont want the distance between us to stretch,

i want to be close to you like shoes and laces, teeth and braces, andsentenceswithoutspaces.

=/

in a friendly type of way.

sighing off,

s.

tomorrow, i will study at unsw.

in which building will remain a secret.

the day after, i will study at unsw.

in which building will remain a secret.

the day after that, i will study at unsw till 3pm.

in which building will remain a secret.

friday, i will study at unsw, till whenever.

in which building, will remain a secret.

fuck my life.

day starts off well.

gradually gets better.

by midnight, everything gets fucked over.

why do i bother caring?

its not like they realise it.

what benefit is there for me helping someone out who doesn't listen?

what benefit is there for them if they leave things last minute?

ok i admit, im a last minute person too. but i give myself preparation time. when i know something is due, i dont leave it till the actual day and do it 1am on the day its due.

i know you might be reading this katie, i doubt it. you hardly ever do.

we can discuss this later, but i just need to get it out there for everyone else.

identify the problem, and find a solution.

"i will do more exercises" is not a solution.

thats something you need to do to find the solution.

you need to prioritise everything you study and when you study.

define : More exercises.

i really cant be fucked blogging anymore today. this entry already pisses me off. what ever happened to my happy blogs?

in need of a proper vacation?

go for the things you want. because soon or later, you're going to miss the opportunity to obtain.

thats how i feel right now.

G___G

please dont please dont please dont.
do not turn around
do not turn around
do not turn around.

oh god oh god oh god

put your pants on please
put your pants on please
put your pants on please.

do not go any deeper
do not go any deeper
do not go any deeper.

you people do not want to know what i am experiencing right now.
i just don't want to turn around and see what i don't want to see.
kill me now.
oh the sounds.
what the fuck!

kill me now.
what the fuck.

get me out of here!!!!

don't you just feel awkward when people around you are going at it? ;)
LOL